Is Love Alive?
I need to get a chance to talk to him face to face. And explain myself even if it means putting myself out there.
Yes, it’s going to suck but maybe he’ll make sense of what I have to say and everything will go smoothly. That’d be fantastic.
*sigh*
You can use whatever excuse you want to use.
I’m not the psychotic type. I’m the type that has been through and seen a lot of pain.
Please understand that. Watching you stroke her hair was one of the hardest acts I’ve had to witness you do. With the feelings I have for you I cannot contain the anger, rage and depression I feel in a sudden whirl wind. Things tie into that one moment and now you use my feelings against me saying I’m not a good candidate for a date because of it?
You don’t know the entire story because it’s still going to end in a negative. If I continue to leave the situation alone you’re going to believe:
A) I’ve got psychotic girlfriend potential or
IF I tell you the real story you’re going to deduce the solution is:
B) I’m the jealous type
And neither of those are exactly the type of person you want in your life. So fuck.
bianca x tsl by fauxly on Flickr.
bianca x tsl by fauxly on Flickr.
